| the place where i took this isn't beautiful at all lol its rather ugly i was just there at the right time to take this picture... |


LostHow is it that I got so lost? That I even though I want to cant seem to move? Do I really have a self destructive streak? I am completely lost and do not know where to turn. I just need that push that push that only I can give myself; the one that I refuse to give. Who should I turn to? I am tired all of the time and can not find the reason. I try to do things but all I can think of is sleeping. Maybe what I am really tired of is my inadequacy. It seems that in a lot of my poems and letters I have used that word to describe my self. Am I really inadequate? Well I have not fulfilled what I need to thus making me fall short what should ILost


My AngerSitting here I ponder what I could have done Why it was that I did not tell you the truthMy Anger
Holding on to my pried so stubbornly I find that I have lost my fear of you
My composure is fading fast
But I wonder if it is me that is wrong So I gather my anger, hurt, frustration,
And push it aside not wanting my faults to
Ruin my love for you
I see you standing in the distance And hatred rises within me
You're smiling lips and loving eyes Only kindling the feeling
When did I start to have to tell my self That I love you? Repeating it


You ask and I clumsily answer.You ask me time and time again what it is that I love about you and I never can find the words to tell you. And you who say that it is hard for you to express yourself you say it so easily that you love my dorkyness that I am amazing that I complete you. And yet I that "am good with words" can never find what to say I try so hard yet I am at a loss you leave me speechless. I don't want to show my affection with words.. in all truth I just want to show you. Show in my complete and utter trust in you, my fondness of your embrace, waking up every morning at 4am to talk to you waiting impatiently for my brake so that we can talk. Trying toYou ask and I clumsily answer.


I wantI want lyrics, words, pictures panted by the imagination, music that takes me so far from where I am that I get lost. I want a way to escape. I want to see the sun rising over the mountains shrouding everything in light. I want to fly see the world below me so small and tranquil. I want my own dark forest to protect me. I want to depend on no one. I want to not need anyone.I want
Please my muse let me write I am sorry I have neglected you for unimportant things. Please look kindly upon me again. Let me see the world through your eyes again. Let me feel.
Why won't my fingers move? Why can't I think I just want to sit and w
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I am one
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I wait but for what i do not know. [link]
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I am one
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I wait but for what i do not know. [link]
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I got wild imagination
Talking transubstantiation
Any version will do.
Please don't click this. [link]
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I wait but for what i do not know. [link]
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My gallery: [link]
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I wait but for what i do not know. [link]
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